Dalu Poems

 I listened to the ocean  I felt how calm the waves where I felt nature in its full potential  I had a dream i was 11 I saw a picture of heaven  I danced in the rain which made me feel so alive  Lord pls take me home. I was painting a picture  A picture of you in heaven  But it wasn't true. I have been lying in secrets in my side  Trying to run as fast as i can from my pain and hurt I kept running for a safe place to fall I kept running till i found home. 

 I PICKED MY PEN AND ALL I COULD THINK OF WAS YOU How we met and how my feelings got the best part of me How I fought with myself for weeks but ended up loving you My friend, or more? The one my heart yearns for  The one my ears are eager to hear her subtle voice. The cause of my itchy eyes all because they want to behold you. The very cure to my unending loneliness.

 The chirpings of the birds woke me up  The struggle of life started  Remembering me of my past..  The pain it inflated on me  Which came like a snake But with the speed of light hit me.  I cried,  pondering all in my heart  Gradually tears was glued to my chicks  Pain was registered to my heart.  The mistakes which i try to overcome but couldn't  The more i tried the more i fell Suicide seems go be the next.. Hear my howl,  oh creator  Hear my howl, lord Hear my howl for i am close to given up😥😥😥.

     The rain drizzled  The rumbling of thunder was heard The atmosphere was cold. They there stayed  Friends  far from home  Just like birds hovering around. The room became quiet  There rattling of lizards were heard The trees drip with tears.   

 I saw her walking close to me  The auroma of her perfume was nice  Her beauty shined like the sun  The trees swayed gently at her presence  The wind was soothing at her moment  Her presence was felt by Mother Nature.  Even the angels welcomed her presence  The roadpath to paradise was knitted into her smile  She's my ecstasy, my heaven, my queen. 

 The atmosphere was pleasant at first  The trees waved as I passed by The rattling sound of lizards came to my notice. I saw beautiful and handsome faces as I passed by I saw people move one place to another in haste I perceived different kinds of perfumes. I saw a girl whose canvas shone like the sun I met a guy whose words could make u smile I met a lecturer whose mean words could fail a student. I met a lecturer who told me "I wasn't supposed to be in his class" I met a masters student who told me not to give up. I met friends who stood by me when I almost lost it.  I met a girl who could write 3000 words in an exam  I met a boy who couldn't write up to 2 lines in an exam I met another who was eaten by the den.  I met a boy who had talent but failed in school I met another who was taken away by death  In all i met a surviver who cried over the years spent smiled and said  I overcame I survived in the den I am a lion 

 The atmosphere was calm  The squawking of birds could be heard from afar The heart pounding fast. The stars became dimmy The cloud became shady The thoughts came flowing like water. The thought of betrayal  The thought of mischief The feeling of hate. 

             Lonely  as always  Allowed a few but got hurt in turn Stabbed butchered like an animal I gave all but got pain in return  My hearts bleeds so does my soul Tears glued to my chicks like makeup  I gave room for some but their shadows is all i see I am drowning in my own wobbling sewage Then it dawned on me that humans are fingers of the same leprose mind  A hazy fire, a lonely drive  No subtle care, just an obscured strike It's a forever scar will not kill me. My gaint wall, so mighty in height  The wall i built, so mighty in height My heart has failed me again  I m in the quagmire of my dark. 

  Can u pls tell me where i am? Can u tell me where i stand? Have i chosen the right path? Should i embark on this journey? I fear my dreams will destroy me I fear you would hurt me more I fear those close to me would betray me My fears have been confirmed. Am i the moon? Or the shadow in it? Am i the ashes? Or the raging fire? Am i the drop? Or the mighty wave? Do i bring tranquility? Or do i unleash a storm?

             The whispers  of the devil The darkness kept calling  It's voice so loud in my ear and heart  I m hunted during the day and night like an animal  Even my shadow isn't spared  Everyday i feel my soul slipping away  like oil Everyday my body sweeps under me like a vest  Everyday i die inside. My wall so mighty in height  Just like an insect it creeped it  I fought slew all i could hear where whispers  "Suicide "was registered to my heart like tribal marks  Through my resigned fate i got my cure  I m wounded but will surely heal It's forever scar won't kill me  Everyday in life is a discovery and into nature i made my inquiry .