Broken

            

Lonely  as always 

Allowed a few but got hurt in turn

Stabbed butchered like an animal


I gave all but got pain in return 

My hearts bleeds so does my soul

Tears glued to my chicks like makeup 


I gave room for some but their shadows is all i see

I am drowning in my own wobbling sewage

Then it dawned on me that humans are fingers of the same leprose mind 


A hazy fire, a lonely drive 

No subtle care, just an obscured strike

It's a forever scar will not kill me.


My gaint wall, so mighty in height 

The wall i built, so mighty in height

My heart has failed me again 

I m in the quagmire of my dark. 


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