When I Am Gone

When i am gone 

Pls swallow your tears 

Reserve your tears 

Because in it lives no care.

When i am gone 

Don't gather for my sake 

When i needed your help, you acted like a snake

Everything about me you hate.

When i am gone 

Keep your warmth at your doorstep where i dwelled,

Showing me no care 

Days and nights under the heavy rain you left me wet. 

When i am gone, don't pretend you care

Because when i failed, 

I became a perfect example to others 

Shutting your eyes to other gifts i had. 

When i am gone 

Never show love to my grave 

Because when i seeked love,

You never cared about my ugly face.     

When i am gone 

Tell my brother who saw my speech as blunders

I never wish them ill

I pray they live in peace

I pray they achieve all i would miss. 

When i am gone 

Tell dad not to cry because I know he never cared 

Even mum played favouritism 

Tell them to never come crying to my grave. 

Here are my last words 

When i am gone 

Would still love you all

Will always do.